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D, I should have known better than to trust u w my heart Even against my better judgement I fell for ur beautiful . The dream of us seemed so within reach at times but now u r just a beautiful nightmare that i wish i cud wake up from. I will push u out of my mind and heart and try to move on but im sure the dream of who i thought u were and what we had will always haunt me. I guess ill see you next lifetime. Maybe then we will meet again, without the circumstances and that made us have to keep our love a secret from the start. I never meant or any of this to happen. From the start i fooled myself into believing that i would be able to have another life than the one i have now and that it would be with you. I let myself believe the dreams would 1day become reality and you might have even believed it yourself at the beginning but now its clear to me that was all u really wanted all along. Just the dream of another life and never the intention to see it become a reality. I will always luv you but I go through enough in my daily life and all i needed from you was to keep that promise u made to me from the start... to give me love and affection.. the kind that ive never had but instead it was the same as all the rest that left these huge scars before you. I was on 's when you found me because i had given up all hope for men cause of the damage that i know they are capable of doing to my heart and mind so thank you for proving me right. As a man i expect that from you but as my lover and friend i hoped for so much more from you. I guess ill just meet you in my dreams from now on D. C. From..ur boo W